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Reflection September 25

Published on October 10, 2016 by in Reflections

Jeremiah 32:14,15; I Timothy 6: 18,19

The future inside the present

After Lyndon Johnson signed the voting rights bill, something strange happened.  During the summer the ghettoes of America’s big cities exploded in violence.   Johnson took it personally. Why was this happening? He had made more progress in racial equality than all presidents excluding Abraham Lincoln.  It was a personal affront to him.  It was as if the nation had woken up out of a slumber of complacency about race.

What is going on in today’s cities, seems similar but it isn’t or is it.  With an African American president much of the nation was in a kind of illusion that racism was almost gone in America.  But as the evil it is in popped up in strange places, including in some of the nation’s police departments.  What makes this year different is that people are recording what happens.  So the cities are once again in turmoil.

Friends, perhaps the answer to Johnson’s question about why this was happening is that the past is always a part of the present.   The present carries traces of the past.  America is what it is because of its history and we never fully seem to deal with our history.  So it keeps coming back to haunt us.  This is not just true of our society, but of you and I also.  The fact that we have iron in our blood is very likely a remnant of the iron in the earth we emerged from.  So physically we carry traces of a distant past.  But the way we behave is also   It is also true of our values and In Jeremiah the people face the consequences of the past.  Things look bleak.  The past has poisoned the present.   How do you live in the present in a country that has no hope?  In our day and age we could ask: how do you live in Aleppo, in Syria, and see anything but smoke?  That is one lesson here, friends, we must deal with the past or it will haunt the present in our lives.

Yet at the same time, we must live in the present. We have to deal with the past, but we cannot live in it.  That’s just not healthy.  And as the Colombian writer Juan Gabriel Vazquez says: “the past in unreliable, because our memory is unreliable.” (NPR September 2016).  We also cannot live in the future, for we would be a ball of anxiety and worry.  Yet 1Timothy tells us we must lay “a foundation for the future.”  We do so by trying to be good.  Then the text goes on to say:”so that they may take hold of the life that really is life.”

In other words living in the present must be real and worthwhile and meaningful, a life of engagement with others.   But inside the present we must live, lie the seeds of the future.

I have just told you about the visit of Indonesian health care workers. I told you how important it is to take a remnant of what was built in the past, strengthen in the present so that the depth of knowledge and quality of care will go up in the future.

Friends, as a congregation we too must live in the present.   As a congregation we too have to recognize the past and lay a foundation for the future, but we have to live in the present, living “a life that  really is life.”  It is a delicate balancing act isn’t it: dealing with the past, living the present and laying a foundation for the future?  Yet we must do all of them.  I think we do that pretty well however.

We could decide to live in the past, to think of a time in the fifties when churches were full and located in the center of society. Now we are more at the fringes.  We could decide to live in the future, thinking about our life without a parking lot and wonder what that will mean for the decades to come. But we are not doing that. I believe we are living in the present, for that is the only place we can live.

Nevertheless, sometimes the future needs a little push.  That was the point of the Indonesian  program.  The future does not come by itself or at least not in the shape we like it to come.  This is why we have our residency program, as a way of shaping and trying out the future, bringing in new personalities, new perspectives, new ways of serving God and new energy.   In Jeremiah a deed is purchased and put in a pot.  Land will be bought and sold. It is a promise that it is right to invest in the future.

For us personally the same questions are valid.  Are you living in the past instead of dealing with it?  Are you just existing in the present or are you fully living it? Are you pushing the future, to see where it might take you?  Do you have a dream in an earthen pot or have you given up on dreams altogether?  What is the task ahead of you for which you are laying the foundation today?  Only you can answer that question.   But let us be reminded that God’s grace guarantees us that the One of days goes by is with us now and will be in the days to come.  Thanks be to God!

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Multicultural Ministry Resident Sermon September 18

Published on October 10, 2016 by in Reflections

Matthew 11:28-30, 2 Corinthians 12: 9-10

The Paradox of Our Faith

By Chakrita M. Saulina

Psychologist Barry Schwartz in his TED talk, presents what he calls the paradox of choice. He takes aim at a central tenet of western societies: freedom of choice.

He says that there is an official dogma in all Western industrial societies, and it runs like this: “if we are interested in maximizing the welfare of our citizens, the way to do that is to maximize individual freedom. The reason for this is both that freedom is in and of itself good, valuable, worthwhile, essential to being human and because if people have freedom, then each one of us can act on our own to do the things that will maximize our welfare, and no one has to decide on our behalf. The way to maximize freedom is to maximize choice.”

In other words, the more choice people have, the more freedom they have, and the more freedom they have, the more welfare they have (It sounds very reasonable, doesn’t?).  In his TED talk, however, he argues that this dogma is wrong! In Schwartz’s estimation, choice has made us not freer but more paralyzed, not happier but more dissatisfied. And of course, this is counterintuitive and something that probably we never have thought before! (If you want to learn more about his full arguments, I really recommend to watch his 20 mins TED Talk which I think the Dr. Schwartz’s presentation is really an eye opening one.

Similar to the case that Dr. Schwartz tries to prove in his paradox of choice theory, we find a paradox when there is a seemingly absurd or self-contradictory statement or proposition that when investigated or explained may prove to be well founded or true.

A poet named Gunilla Norris, however, once says, “Our minds do not like paradoxes. We want to things to be clear, so we can maintain our illusions of safety. Certainty breeds tremendous smugness.“ For me, as an ISTJ personality in the Myers Brigg test, what Norris states is certainly true. Clarity and/or certainty about certain situation gives me some level of power and confident. In contrast, any paradox might lead me into a puzzling situation, with more questions to ask, or even into a mystery to be solved.

Schwartz’s paradox of choice is actually one of the thousands or perhaps millions of paradoxes that we can find in our everyday life… and guess what?  This is including our journey in following Jesus. This is what I call the paradox of our faith.

The more I study the Bible and theology as a subject both in and outside schools, the more I feel that I know very little about these two things. The more I learn about the Bible, the more mysteries I find. The more I learn about ministry and the more my involvement in many different kinds of ministries, the more I find more and more theological questions and problems in ministry that still perplex me and I don’t know how to answers these things. At the end of my first theological degree in 2013, I had come to realize that “God is much bigger than my theology.” This statement is still true even after I have finished my second theological degree, and even until now.

In our journey as Christians, there are situations where we find ourselves puzzled by many things that lead us to pounder and ask God so many questions: “God, why this thing happens in my life? I don’t get it. I follow all the rules, I always try to be a good persons, but why there are so many things went wrong? They were not supposed to be like this.”

If you feel that in your journey as a Christian you have many more questions than answers, don’t be discouraged. If you wonder the reason why God brought you in certain direction, hang on there… I am actually in such a situation right now. So many things in my life right now seem very puzzling and confusing. As I prayed about what I need to share to you this morning, God gave me confidence to choose the verses that we have just read together. It seems that God wants me to live my own sermon. Friends, let’s walk together in this journey and let’s God’s words shed some light on our path…

Today’s passages are actually some of the many verses in the Bible that show us about the paradox of our faith. The things that seem contradictory with each other and seem illogical. The things that force us to sit, pounder, think about them thoroughly because they bring out some mysteries and lead to us many questions. These verses regarding the paradox of our faith, however, can help us to see many things from a different perspective, move us from our usual perceptions, and principles that are might have been heavily shaped by this world. These verses also show us how to experience God’s power. The paradox in these verses help us to see that God will not so much as let us be puzzled, confused, and defeated by our problems or situations, but they will actually challenge us to take a step of faith and to walk with a strong confidence in God.

In his letters to the Corinthians, Paul claims that when he is weak, he is strong. This is what I call the Strengths of Our Weaknesses. How can someone say that he is strong when he is weak so he can boast about all of his weaknesses? People don’t like to talk about their weaknesses, do they?

We live in this world and in this generation that edifies power, strength, and wealth. This condition forces people to hide their weaknesses, to cover up many of their imperfections and frailties, or to pretend that they are strong. People don’t want to show their weaknesses because they do not want to look vulnerable on other people’s eyes.

It is very interesting if we know a little bit of the context of 2 Corinthians 12. In this part, Paul tries to defend himself from accusations that are made by the false teachers; that he is not a good teacher, and they are superior to him in many ways. Interestingly, instead of emphasizing all of his gifts and his credentials, which he certainly can boast about all of those things, Paul rather highlights about his own weaknesses.

Paul knows fully that his life and his ministry was, is, and, will never be easy. Earlier in verses 7-8, Paul mentions there are internal challenges and external threats that he has to deal with every day. First, he mentions about a thorn in his flesh (we don’t know for sure what Paul means by this. many scholars agree that this is about a health problem and is related to his eyesight) and a messenger of Satan who is sent to torment him (it is also unclear about what he means by this, but for me this messenger of Satan might symbolize the external treats toward him; such as a lot of oppositions towards his ministry). Many times he asked God to take away this thorn, but God says to him: “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.”

For Paul, God’s grace and power are the secrets of his ministry. The secret to being content in any situations and to bounce back from any harsh situations in his ministry (insults, persecutions, and calamities). On his journey, Paul had fully experienced that his weaknesses become the portal to the unlimited Power of God.

Dear friends, do you have any “thorns” that you have been praying about for a long time? Perhaps you are thinking that God has not heard your prayer since the thorn is still there… Perhaps, God is giving you the same answer to your prayer, saying, “My grace is sufficient for you…”

But then you might also say: “Do you know that it is easier to say it than to experience what you just said?” “Do you know that this ‘thorn’ is so sharp and it is often unbearable?” Dear friends, although I know that my story and my thorn perhaps different from yours, yes I know it is not easy to walk with constant pain, with “attacks” from inside and outside ourselves.

My thorn is my health, my body. When I was still a teenager, 15 years ago, a doctor diagnosed me with a chronic disease that is incurable. I was diagnosed with Systemic Lupus Erythematosus, also known as Lupus. Since then, my life has changed. My parents began treating me like a vulnerable vessel, and they have since been overprotected towards me. This disease almost took my life last year. I prayed many times to God for healing… On the other hand, as years have gone by, some parts of me do not want this to disease to be cured. It sounds weird, doesn’t it? God has always given me the same answer: “My Grace is sufficient for you…” Because in the last 15 years, I have experienced how God’s power heals, sustains, and works within me. I have also learned so many things that I would not have learned otherwise.

Friends, if the pain and the wounds caused by the thorn in our flesh and the attack from outside is real, today God’s word remind us that: God’s power and help is real too… and God’s power is much bigger than our problems, and it is accessible to everyone. God’s word is here to help us see our sufferings, pain, and problems differently and also show us that every weakness you have is an opportunity for God to show his strength in your life. The puzzling and troubling situation that you have to face right now, that you feel like “thorns” for you, perhaps something that God allow to happen so that you can learn and grow in certain areas in your life. Perhaps the reason why God has not taken away those thorns because God wants you to learn something and it could be something that will be very useful for your future life and your calling, or even someday they no longer become your weaknesses but strengths in doing ministry and service to God’s people. Since it is also a paradox of the Christian faith that the more obstacles we overcome, the stronger we grow and the more fervent is our witness for the love and power of God.

One of my professors from my seminary in Canada just passed away three days go. She died in the age of 37 because of Neurofibromatosis Type 2. She worked as a Chaplain in various hospitals in Halifax, for the United Nations in New York and Afghanistan, and was the Founding coordinator of for Chaplaincy and Spiritual Care in my previous school. I knew her as a very sweet professor, I called her Dr. Demmons. She was a very bright young woman too. I will always remember her smile, and her presence that always brought a peaceful atmosphere in class…

While I was still at Acadia, I knew that she struggled a lot with her health. In fact, I remember when she was supposed to teach one of my pastoral care classes, but because she got sick and had to go for a surgery, so the class later on was taken over by someone else.

My friend shared this quote of Dr. Demmons in her Facebook page, (I think the quote is very appropriate for today’s message): we don’t live easy, but we can live well.” And her life has become a testimony of how God’s hands help her to live well in the midst of her difficult life, and lived well with God until the end. Despite her health condition she always tried to be a blessing for other as a Chaplain. Perhaps, she was able to do this because she let God’s power dwell in her life and allowed every weakness that she had to be an opportunity for God to show God’s power in her life. Perhaps, a few minutes before she died she could claim what Paul also claim in his letter to Timothy: ”I have fought a good fight, I have finished the race, and I have kept the faith.”

From, the first paradox of faith that we learn from Paul, we know that there is a different way to see our weaknesses. In fact, our weaknesses, problems, and hardship can be the place for us to experience God’s power, mercy, and grace. Those problems, weaknesses, and hardship can also be an opportunity to find and appreciate the true rest from Jesus. To those who are weary and carry heavy burdens, Jesus says, I will give you rest. Jesus further says, “Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” This is another paradox that I find in the Bible. I call it “the yoke that gives us rest.” Many of us might say, “Why Jesus does not take away all our burdens? Instead, he gives us a ‘yoke’?” That seems strange, doesn’t it? But remember that Jesus promises that our burden will be lighter and we will find our rest.

Just like Dr. Demmons’s quote, it is true that our journey as Christians is not a burden free life. I always try to remind myself and others, God never promises that our days will always be sunny days, or that our road will always be a smooth and straight road… But Jesus promises that he will always be with us… Jesus carries our burden with us and we will never walk alone…

This second paradox teaches us that even though there are still many challenges and troubling situation that we need to face, God will not let us be defeated by our problems or situations. Jesus promises that he will never let you carry your burden alone. It means there will be always hope! You will find your rest when you let Jesus to walk with you and take the lead.

Dan B. Allender says, “Strength is found in weakness, control is found in dependency, and power if found in surrender.” What he says is actually a good explanation for another paradox written on the cover page of our program, “Blessed is the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” I call this The Richness of the Poverty.

This sentence is the beginning of the Beatitudes in Matthew 5 that is also the foundation of the whole Beatitudes. The Beatitudes and whole part of the sermon of the mount are the most profound and at the same time paradoxical teaching on true happiness. But it’s not just a subject among many, it’s foundational to all His teaching and it’s foundational to entrance into His kingdom.

As Timothy Smith rightly put: God wants us happy. Psalm 144:15 says, “Happy are the people whose God is the Lord.” God wants our lives filled with joy. God wants to bless us. He wants us to experience bliss, a deep inner happiness, not produced and not affected by emotion or by changing circumstance, a kind of blessedness and a kind of joy, a kind of bliss, a kind of happiness that is not subject to outside forces but only inside ones produced by God in the heart. And that’s the subject of the Beatitudes and that’s the subject of the Sermon on the Mount which the Beatitudes begin. And the question is…how do you find happiness? And the Beatitudes indicate to us that it really is opposite what the world would assume. Blessed are the poor…the world would say blessed are the rich. Blessed are those who mourn…the world would say blessed are those who laugh. Blessed are the gentle, or the meek…the world would say blessed are the proud and the confident. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst…the world would say blessed are those who don’t hunger and don’t thirst because they have everything.

So, what does it mean to be “poor in spirit?” It simply means to be totally dependent on God. It is like you need air to breathe every single second in your live. As long as you are with God you will find your true happiness! You will find your peace even in the midst of storm. With God in your side, you will fill content in any circumstances and you will always find hope!

Friends, at the end of this sermon, allow me to ask some questions:

Are you carrying heavy burdens right now? Are you feeling confused by your situation and don’t know what to do? Are you feeling hurt by the “thorn” that is in your flesh for years and years? Have you let God to show his power through your weaknesses instead of being defeated by the problem, burdens, and hardship that you have to face these many years? Do you hear that Jesus is calling you and invites you to come to him? Perhaps, Jesus has been waiting for a long time to say to you, “Let me carry this burden with you… I will make your burden light, and have some rest…” What is your answer to him?


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Reflection September 4

Published on October 10, 2016 by in Reflections

Psalm 139: 13; Jeremiah:4:18 ; Luke 14: 27

Out of alignment

Louise Foxcoft has written a book entitled “calories and corsets,” a history of dieting over 2000 years.  In a radio interview, she describes women around the turn of the last century, pushing themselves into corsets that pressed their upper torso up and tightened their waists while the bottom half of the dress became huge.  Women were allowing  themselves to be shaped in ways that were considered attractive then.  This all changed after World War I.  One-fifth of all young men in Britain alone were killed in the Great War. There was a shortage of men. Foxcroft claims that as a result fashion wound up going for the boyish look all the way into the roaring twenties.  Fashion molded a whole new image of women.

When I wore a harness-like leather and metal brace in my teens that kind of had a corset shape, it was about shaping my back before the spine and vertebrae would harden permanently.  In a way this is what the potter does.  The potter shapes the clay before it gets hardened in the oven.  This is not easy. It requires steady hands and the right pressure on the pedal and also a sense of direction to create the desired shape. Jeremiah speaks of God as a potter.  The potter is the Creator Who molds each person physically (as in Psalm 139), but more important, spiritually.  There is to be balance, and the right pressure and a vision for the shape.

When I spoke about this text in the past I emphasized the idea of the potter, of the shaper, but this time I want to look at the person who is shaped spiritually. This is the direction Luke is taking us into.  A disciple is not born overnight, a disciple is molded through the pressure of sacrifice and servant hood.  It is a kind of

A number of weeks ago I was talking to a young man who said he was a chiropractor.  I told him about my very limited experience with chiropractors and asked them about the way they make joints and the spine pop.  He really drove home the point that “this is not all we do.” He explained that the molding they hep the body do is lot about stretching muscles these days.  Chakrita said what jumped out to her in this text was a kind of “chiropractic moment.” We need to be aligned to the will and action of God.  But how is that done?

To answer that I would like to stay with the idea of alignments that is so important in chiropractic treatment.  Our bodies are out of alignment so easily, the more as we get older.  It could be because of too much weight behind a kick in soccer or football or too forceful a throw in baseball. It can happen when we sleep and we toss and turn. It can happen when we bend over and pick up something heavy without thinking. It can be because of a sudden jolt to our bodies we don’t expect.  The same is true of our emotional and our spiritual state. We get misaligned because of obstacles we face or bitter disappointment or traumatic experiences.  Sometimes it is just because little mishaps are just piling up one top of the other.  So we go out of whack, get pushed of balance, despite our attempts at being prepared and in spite our best intentions. Nothing meditation or yoga or even morning devotions can do much about some times.  Friends, after reflecting on this I think there are three things that can help us stay aligned both physically and spiritually.

First, we have to be loose. We cannot come back into alignment physically, emotionally spiritually when we are all tightened up, when we are resisting, when our muscles are pulling us in the opposite direction of where we need to go.  We all know what that feels like.  There has to be a moment of relaxation, of letting go of control, when we trust the process and trust God’s grace.

Second, we have to be committed.  Those of us with questionable backs can tell you that you cannot adjust over night or in half an hour.  Even if we understand what we need to do, we are still going to fall back into our old patterns.  We have to exercise ourselves over time over a long period.  The real change will only take place with consistent discipline.

Finally,  friends, we have to be vigilant.  We cannot expect things to go smoothly all the time. Just because we are well-intentioned, it does it mean there won’t be glitches.  We cannot let up.  We have to be aware of the challenges that can knock us off course.  I think these lessons of the body can teach us about how we handle not only our personal growth, but also how we act in the cause of changing the world to become sustainable, just and compassionate.  There is hope. Thanks be to God.

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Coach’s Corner

Teaching is learning

Dear friends,

Parkview features prominently these days within the bounds of the Presbytery of Sacramento, our local church district.  One reason is our multicultural residency program. The second is our involvement in the planning of a two week training event for fourteen Indonesian Christian health care professionals, among them nurses, physicians, hospital administrators and chaplains from across that large country.  Both the residency program and training are about practical education. The first is about how to minister and communicate to a diverse congregation.  The second is about sharing insights and new developments in the care of traumatized, marginalized and vulnerable populations (e.g. the homeless, victims of PTSD, domestic abuse, injustice, human trafficking, ethnic and racial discrimination, Alzheimer’s).

Over the years when my primary vocation was teaching, I became aware that you learn a lot when you teach.  This is never truer than when you are starting something new. One thing you learn is that you need the support of others. I am grateful for the support of Kansha building donors and workers, our resident selection committee (Maurine Huang, Carol Sakai, Titus Toyama and Jennifer Nishizaki) and our supervisory committee (Irene Uno, Lois Van Beers and Maurine Huang) in making our journey systematic and responsible. I am grateful to Hach Yasumura for his faithful membership of the training organizing committee, to Herning Grissom for hosting and meal organization, to drivers Tak Fukuman, Jonathan Sakakibara and Hach Yasumura and to Eddie and Yvonne Fong and their Parkview crew for preparing a meal for the visitors.  It is amazing that because of these volunteers, the presenters who teach pro bono and the many volunteers around the Presbytery this group of visitors can learn so much on a small budget of only $5000 provided by the same Mission support committee that so generously supports our residency program.  We have learned a lot already in this process.  And when the participants arrive on Monday in San Francisco, the learning curve is bound to rise.

Chakrita Saulina, our first resident, has also become a teacher among you, teaching and learning through her four week New Testament class. You have also seen her creatively take on the task of sharing the Bible stories with our youth.  She has learned that this takes specific skills, especially when you don’t know who will come up to that table. She is also bridging the residency program and the training program in the administering of the visit of her fellow Indonesians. The timing of her presence here has been providential!

But we are learning more all the time.  Thanks to the diligent work of Maurine Huang we have just submitted the enormous religious worker visa application packet (with a mind boggling 27 attachments) for our second resident, Rola Al Askar, who is currently back in her home country of Lebanon.  The packet is now in the hands of the USCIS, the immigration agency and we do not know what they will decide.  In any case the process will take 3 to 8 months. We have learned about the challenge of handling the residency application and safeguarding the privacy of a seminary graduate who is already in our midst. As a result we are happy to announce that Ontonio Christie has been received as our third resident and he will start his one year term in October 1 of this year! You will have seen him, his wife and three children in their adopted pew on the east side of the sanctuary.  If you have not welcomed them yet, this is your chance!

Please join me in praying that our efforts as a small but compassionate and committed community will have great and lasting impact. Thank you all for you consistent caring and interest in being a congregation that seeks to teach and learn simultaneously. May God bless our ministry. Aart

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Reflection August 28

Published on September 25, 2016 by in Reflections

Psalm 81:12; Jeremiah 2:6; Luke 14:10; Hebrews 13:7

Doing the same dumb thing over and over again

We have four texts today, which is more than usual.  Again the Old Testament tells us how things should not be done and the New Testament offers clues about how not to keep doing the same dumb thing over and over again.  In a sense the New Testament passages offer an antidote to the mistakes of the Old.   The Old Testament, although it is made up of many fascinating and troubling stories, has one main narrative running through it:” God loves the people and does anything to help them, but in return the people must trust God and only God. The people invariably fail at this and God expresses the hurt God feels.” The verse in the Psalm highlights God’s disappointment. Hear the old King James’ version:”

So I gave them up unto their own hearts’ lust; and they walked in their own counsels.” “They walked in their own counsels,” it’s an understated way of calling them pigheaded, hard-headed, stubborn and selfish. In Jeremiah God is agonizing over the people forgetting God:”Neither said they, Where is the Lord that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, that led us through the wilderness, through a land of deserts and of pits, through a land of drought, and of the shadow of death, through a land that no (hu)man passed through, and where no (hu)man dwelt?  All those books in the Old Testament, all those pages but that fundamental problem is not solved, despite the commandments.  Luke offers a new which is really old: humility.  Again here hear the King James: “But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee.  “Can you the see the guest waving their big leg of lamb?  Lowering oneself is a clue here. “Then there is Hebrews:” Remember them ….who have spoken unto you the word of God: whose faith you follow… ” The message is becoming clearer:” remember God, be humble and don’t forget the people who taught you the faith.”

Friends, you and I have a fundamental problem.  We want to be blessed by God, but we also want to get as much credit as we can possibly get away with.  In addition, we want to be honored and celebrated by our community, but we don’t want to be beholden to that community.  We want to be seen as capable and confident, for our society requires that of us and in that process we lose our sense of gratitude and the acknowledgment of our flaws. David Brooks in his column this week in the New York Times writes:”the events in our lives are perfectly designed to bare our chronic weaknesses and expose some great whopping new ones.” Brooks as a Jewish person knows the Old Testament well. He goes on:”Sooner or later life teaches you that you are not the center of the universe, not quite as talented and good as you thought. It teaches you to care less what people think, and less self-conscious, to get out of your own way.”  Friends, when we get out of our own way, out of the way of our own ego, we may find doors will open up for us. Be aware of those around you. You are part of a family. You are not separate.  You have had those whose wisdom you have taken advantage of.

We have just been reminded of the concepts of ohana and kokua, aina and kuliana in Hawaiian culture.  But there are also the kupuna.  First, a kupuna is an honored elder who has acquired enough life experience to become a family and community leader. The term has been stated to be the embodiment of natural respect . . . . a practitioner of aloha (love), pono (righteousness), malama (caring), and spirituality. In ancient times, they were teachers and caretakers of grandchildren and that bond was especially strong. Even today, the kupuna is expected to speak out and help make decisions on important issues for both the family and the community.  Friends, Hebrews, in its way tells us about the kupuna.

Friends, we can choose “to walk in our counsel.”  Or we can pretend we are doing so.  But chances our lives are not going to be as deep and meaningful as they could be. We can choose to forget about God’s grace and pretend we did it all ourselves just so that when things aren’t going the way we want we can blurt out our wish list out to God.  We can try to stand out above others, but we will find people turned off by our arrogance.  We can discard the people whose insight we once depended on, but are we okay with the next generation doing the same thing to us?  No, we must learn that we are part of web of grace and a community of people in which we must play our limited role, a role that’s never quite what we wanted it to be, warts and all. Thanks be to God!

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Reflection August 21

Published on September 25, 2016 by in Reflections

August 21; Jeremiah 1: 4-10; Luke 13: 11

What makes you tremble

There is are a photo and video image of a young boy in Syria that have caught the imagination of people around the world, including mine.  They are of a five year old boy sitting down in an ambulance. He is covered in dust and blood, but he is completely calm.  I think that is what’s different about him. He’s calm.  Images of children in wartime crying unnerve us, but then a child crying is not an earthshaking thing.  You take away a toy from a child and they’ll cry.  Children cry occasionally.  BBC commentators were saying that it is possible that for a five year old child growing up in a four year long war in Syria that world would be normal.  But something in us rejects that: war could never be normal for anyone, let alone a child.  What troubles us that this child is so traumatized that he is beyond crying, beyond trembling, beyond being shaken.

In Luke we meet a woman who has been so troubled by a “spirit” that she is crippled by it. We can only imagine what that spirit it. This was ages before the birth of the DSM manual for mental disorders.  If people didn’t know what it was, they would often call a “spirit.”  Something is weighing on her that was so heavy that it “crippled” her.  Friends, perhaps this is what we fear for this cute little boy: that the sounds and the sights and the losses, the spirit of the war has so moved into him that he is beyond repair, beyond saving, beyond healing, that something shook him so fundamentally, that there is no hope. The aid organization Oxfam says on their mailing that:”we are shaken to the core by the image.” If that were only true, we would do more. We’re shaken maybe but not yet to the core.

Friends, our lectionary passages in the Old Testament and the New Testament in a sense finish each other’s sentences. It is as the Old Testament passage says: it is good to tremble and the New Testament says: but it is bad to shaken.  It is bad to be shaken and good to tremble. Here is the young Jeremiah who absolutely does not feel up to being a prophet and who trembles at the thought. In our discussion Chakrita came up with the term: “trembling moment.” Jeremiah has a trembling moment. He does not like it. Nobody does.  But then there is the woman with the crippling spirit.  She is shaken beyond the core. If it were not for Jesus she would be shaken beyond repair even.  Finally, Hebrews tells us we are “receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken,” meaning God’s spiritual kingdom because it is not rooted on earth. That which is not rooted on earth cannot be shaken.

Being shaken affects the foundations of our lives, essentially shifts them.  This is profoundly unsettling.  We don’t want that.  But we need to tremble, like a race horse trembles.  The famous Dutch soccer player Johan Cruijff once said that just before kick off his intestines were often in turmoil and then when the whistle blew the feeling was all gone.  Trembling like the trembling Jeremiah can serve a purpose.  It reminds us of the depth within us when we embark on something that truly matters.  Henry van Dyke writes : “A tear that trembles for a little while upon the trembling eyelid, till the world wavers within, its circle like a dream, holds more of meaning in its narrow orb than all distant landscapes that it views.”  Trembling is part of the condition of life. Juan Ortega (y Cassett) said:” Human vitality is so exuberant that in the sorriest desert it still finds a pretext for glowing and trembling.   In other words trembling is an expression of our life force.  Then there is Pema Chodron, who grew up in New York, went to UC Berkeley and after her husband betrayed her and asked for a divorce, became a Tibetan Buddhist nun. She now runs a temple at Cape Breton, Nova Scotia.  She writes in her book “the things that scare us:” A further sign of health is that we don’t become undone by fear and trembling, but we take it as a message that it’s time to stop struggling and look directly at what’s threatening us.” Well, Jeremiah knew what was threatening him: a thin-skinned hostile king and the enemies Jeremiah would soon make with his words.

Friends, we all have things that make us tremble: the fear of people disapproving of us or not liking us is one; the fear of loss; the fear of physical harm or pain. The fear of failure is another.  The fear of a moral mistake and the excruciating guilt that would follow is another yet.  Sometimes it is the fear of disappointing ourselves.  I have not been watching the Olympics much, but what I did watch quite some trembling in it. Think about having less than 10 seconds to show you are the fastest man or woman on earth or the second fastest or a footnote to history.   Jesus trembled before His task. Perhaps God even trembles at the thought of not being loved by us. Who knows?  Friends, may we tremble when we need to, but not be shaken.  Thanks be to God for being unshakeable.

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Reflection August 14

Published on September 25, 2016 by in Reflections

Isaiah 5:4; Luke 12:54-56; Hebrews 11:39: 12:2

The mystery of the moment

There are a lot of talking heads on television these days, all trying to make sense of this present time in national and even world politics.  So many people who are insecure about their role in the world economy  that they want to keep outsiders out.  They feel driven to insular thinking, wanting to expel anyone that’s from somewhere else from their homeland.  It is a picture of what we can expect in the coming centuries: economic refugees pushed by wars and climate change desperately trying to claim a new life from Britain to France to Australia to the United States.  It is followed by this desire to draw back from the world, rather than engage in it.  But these people forget is that every bite we eat, every drop we drink and every piece of furniture or product we buy links us to other people around the world.

Even if understand some of the events that make our life what it is, we can’t say everyone completely comprehends our times.

In Luke 12 Jesus tells His audience that they don’t understand the times.  They may have a good grasp of nature. They understand crop cycles and weather patterns, they know what the winds mean, but they don’t know what is going in their time. What does it mean to have the Romans in charge and the Jewish king and the scholars trying to scoop up the scraps of power? What does it mean when the Messiah shows up in the middle of this?  Do they not see how this is a time of turmoil? How dumb can they be?

Friends, you and I try to figure out our times, but if even the talking heads cannot figure out our time, are we going to be able to really know what is happening and what is about to happen?  So we pay attention for a while, then we turn away and go back to the business at hand in our own lives.  Maybe we can’t understand the country let alone the world, but we can try to get a grasp of what is going on in our time of life.  Turns out that that is just about as complicated.  The moment in time in which we find ourselves is just as much a mystery.  We whisper to ourselves: ”why is what is going on in our life so confusing?” Why do I find myself right here?” Mark Yaconelli, a pastor in Ashland OR tells the story of how a church received a grant to reach out to students at Southern Oregon State University which was located across the street. So he applied for the job and got it. He was full of ideas and enthusiasm. This is what he says he did (“Failure to Launch” from Mark Yaconelli “The Gift of Hard Things,” Intervarsity Press 2016):”…I bought hundreds of candles, built and painted a six foot cross, collected baskets of river stones, and designed and painted song sheets. I recruited and trained a trio of local musicians in various chants from Taize, Iona and other contemplative communities. I found three elderly church members  to prepare a simple supper to serve the students after the service. I designed a logo, gave the service a religiously ambiguous title (“Thirst”), and put ads in the college newspaper.” And that is just part of it.  The night before he couldn’t sleep, imagining weary students coming to his service for renewal.  Well, the students never came.  Even the few older people who were there fell down.  It was a mess.  Yaconelli says that expectations in life often arise from two distracting energies: worry and fantasy. He also writes: “My life has never matched my expectations. Never.  Sometimes life exceeds my expectations, other times it falls short: more often life does something unusual, unexpected, unpredictable, something that renders my expectations absurd. I often find myself living in a world of expectations of family, pastors, neighbors and surrounding culture.” Friends, maybe our expectations have something to do with our failure to understand our life.

In Isaiah God sounds a lot like Mark Yaconelli.  God has built a “vineyard.” By this is meant the people. But the vineyard produces only wild grapes. In other words, the people do not behave the way they should. This frustrates God. God is asking why this is happening?  This is baffling to us.  If even God is disappointed and confused about the present time, how should that make us feel? Are we then doomed to failure to succeed on this world?  But maybe there is another way to look at this.  What is confusion and disappointment were actually built into our lives, into the world, into creation?  What if it was woven in so inseparably that even God could not extricate God’s own handiwork from it? What if the world in which we live has to be transformed and that it can only be transformed in our partnership between God and people together.  Wouldn’t that be something?  Maybe we should not expect to understand our times, just live within them to the best of our ability, with the most dedicated heart? May God give us insight.

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Reflection August 7

Published on September 25, 2016 by in Reflections

Isaiah 1: 10-20; Hebrews 11:1-3

Invisible rather than visible

One thing I have always been impressed with at Parkview is how things get done and how they often get done without fanfare.  I find items or equipment inexplicably fixed or cleaned up or rearranged. Lots of times there is no one we can thank for that, as while their work is visible they themselves are not.  Much of religion over the centuries has been about grand gestures: giant cathedrals that have stood for up to a thousand years and were built over a century’s span; great rituals of fabric and incense and gold; great processions; the blending and blurring of the royal and the religious.  It began with the idea of honoring God or gods or in the least appeasing them.  But as the heavenly and the worldly became merged together, bad things started to happen and greedy people started taking over.  Events such as those gave birth to the Protestant Reformation of which Presbyterianism is apart.  The leaders, Luther, Calvin, Zwingli, Knox wanted to go back to the essence of faith, the faith described in our text in Hebrews: “the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.”  Now the current Pope is sounding like an old Protestant: he is interested in the small kindnesses, like accepting people for who they are and washing the feet of Muslims.  He is unimpressed by the pompous.  At the same time many Protestants in this country are forgetting the kindnesses and giving in to prejudice and hatred. Isaiah decries the outward stuff in chapter 1: God has seen all the bloody sacrifices, all the outward displays of devotion and it has no meaning.  You see, you can make those sacrifices and do all the ritualistic stuff without a heart that is touched, without a heart full of devotion and love. There is nothing wrong with ritual as long as it is real, as long as it is an expression of our true devotion to God, not some smoke screen. If it is less than genuine, then to God it is meaningless. God can do without it. This is what verse 11 tells us. Verse 18 explains what God wants: a relationship with the people, an honest, deep relationship.  Relationships are invisible in themselves of course: you cannot see a relationship for what it is, you can only witness hints or signs of it.

We have talked about some of the great events that influenced world history.  It is those great, visible events that tend to be remembered.  We also remember the names of those who pushed events forward or backwards, depending on how we see it.  But what of all the small acts that when added up lead us to a wave of change that perhaps that leaders of change were merely riding?  These acts could be good acts or bad acts or a mixture of both. What is clear that to 99.9 % of the people those acts were unnoticeable, invisible even.

When we think of small acts that are bad, something that comes to mind is the concept of “micro-aggressions.” Derald Sue, a California psychotherapist who pioneered cross-cultural approaches to counseling speaks of micro-aggressions which are words and acts that somehow tell a member of an ethnic or other group that their group may be looked down upon.  We have seen a lot of macro-aggressions on tv lately. Nothing micro about them.  The whole idea of micro-aggressions seems to be lost even on the great actor and director Clint Eastwood who thinks “we should just get over it.” However, I am sure all of you here whether, no matter what your cultural background, can think of a time when you were subtly or not-so-subtly put down because you were a member of some group; micro-aggressions.  I also think we have all been at one point or another guilty of that.  Now there is a new book out entitled:”micro-aggressions in the Church,” published by our Presbyterian: Westminster John Knox Press.

Friends, communal and congregational life isn’t mainly about the big events that we remember but about the tug between the micro-aggressions and the small kindnesses that go on.  If the aggressions far outweigh the kindnesses you will be looking at an unhealthy community.  If the kindnesses far outweigh the ‘unkindnesses,’ there is a great chance of a healthy one. In other words it is the invisible kindnesses that are of enormous importance.

Friends, this brings us back to faith, the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things unseen. The old Presbyterian Book of Common prayer speaks of God as “Thou Who Art Invisible.”  Our Christian faith is a faith of invisibility. That which is most real is least visible. That which is outward is often not real.  It has begun with our faith in that which is invisible and becomes real in the many small, mostly invisible kindnesses God’s work on our earth depends on.  And so our task is clear. Thanks be to God.

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Coach’s Corner

Published on August 4, 2016 by in Coach's Corner

Are we a happy church?

Dear friends,

Last month I wrote about “pressure balancing,” highlighting the challenges a small church like ours faces when it is required to face big projects. This month I want to emphasize the positive more by having us think about the “happiness” of the church.  This was a theme at the choir retreat at Zephyr Point.  They listened to the well known song by Pharrell Williams which has the following lines “Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof, because I’m happy, clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth, because I’m happy, clap along if you know what happiness is to you.”  The choir members and other guests learned that happiness had a lot to with gratitude. Happiness has always been an American preoccupation. The founding fathers made the “pursuit of happiness” a customary term by including it in the Constitution, citing it as an example of unalienable rights.  Unfortunately we are not completely sure how they would have defined it exactly.

While mindfulness is seen as a way to attain happiness for some, therapist and author Russ Harris speaks of the “happiness trap” in his book of the same title. He urges his readers to stop focusing on “the pursuit of happiness” but to be concerned about living life in the moment. In other words, through mindfulness.

Happiness has a lot to do with longevity too. For instance there are studies that indicate that loneliness will take year of a person’s life.  NPR recently aired a broadcast about the well known study of three groups with great longevity (people on an island near Okinawa, people in the mountains of Sardinia and Seventh Day Adventists in LA). A sense of community, a specific, healthy diet were important, but also the reality of “having something to get up for in the morning.”

The Bible does not really talk about happiness, but is interested in joy. Also, Jesus talks about “life abundantly,”(John 10:10) which is a spiritual, not a material state.

Now, if we take “happiness” out of the personal sphere to the sphere of our Parkview community, does Parkview make you “happy” and as a result are we a “happy” church?  That is a question only you can answer, although above we have some of the indicators: 1. is our church something that gets you out of a bed on a Sunday morning rather than a chore? 2. Are you grateful for what the church provide you? 3. Can you appreciate it for what it is right now with its familiar as well as new faces rather than as something that needs fixing? Can you experience a kind of joy and wellbeing there? If the answer is yes for a majority of you, then perhaps Parkview is a happy church.  Even the Founding Fathers might agree! See you in church and may God bless our ministry. Aart

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